TWW

Two weeks is a very long time to wait. I don't think two weeks have ever gone by so slowly. So I am exaggerating a little. :) Time hasn't really gone too slow. I was due for AF on Wednesday based on when I believe I ovulated. The opk's tell you that you will ovulate within the next 12-36 hours. So I guessed I ovulated 2 days after my surge. So today is CD 33 and no AF yet. I called the doctor today to ask when he thought I would start or what he suggests. All of the info I have read online is that if you have ovulated you should either have AF or a BFP. So I am crossing my fingers. :) He was in surgery today they said so he didn't get back to me. I don't expect to hear anything until Monday.

I really don't have much inspiration to blog much though. I am feel really worn out. It could be all the treatments but all I want to do is sleep. I can lay down at about 8 and sleep until 6 the next morning and still be exhausted. The ladies I work with say I am just getting old lol.

I want to apologize to you my few readers. I know that all that I have been able to talk about these past few months is TTC. Although it's definitely not all that's on my mind it's the majority right now. It's nice to hear your encouragements and kind words. I feel like putting it out there sort of helps keep me calm. I try not to tell Joe all of my irrational thoughts because I don't want him to worry. If he worries then I will be completely nuts. He is so sweet though. We were talking a few days ago and he said he is so excited and very ready to have a baby. He said he's excited for the whole process. He said he especially can't wait until we find out.

I am so thankful for my husband. He has been such a trooper lately. He takes care of me when the hormones make me feel awful and cuddles me when I am depressed about all of this. These last two cycles I have been on a roller coaster and it's really cool to have a supportive riding partner. I don't know how most men handle there wives infertility but I think my husband is already a pro. He always knows what to do and say. I can say without a doubt if it wasn't for him and all my wonderful friends I would be a complete wreck right now. So Thank you so much!